sick and tired of being sick and tired

you should check out the white tie affair. they're an amazing band. also, the cab. i love them dearly.

i have so many feelings at once, it would be much too difficult to try and explain them all. i'm not sure if i'm asking too much of God, or if i'm not asking enough? what i mean by that is this: when i pray, i'm usually asking for something. i should be asking God for things, but that should not be the epicenter of my prayers. i need to focus on giving thanks for what i have, whether i feel that is a lot or not.

it's not thanksgiving, but it's time to give thanks.

i got about 30 minutes to an hour of sleeptime last night, no joke. it's awful. i need to quit this horrible, insomniatic habit of mine. it's not healthy. speaking of healthy, is anyone as obsessed with apples and caramel as i am? that has got to be the best snack in the entire universe. okay, okay, i might not go that far... but it's really good!

i wanted to apply for starbucks, but you have to be 16. someone lied to me and told me that you could be 15 1/2 to work there. liar, liar, pants on fire. that disappoints me. i need a job badly, at this point. chickfila really does hire at 15 1/2... so i think i'm going to go apply there. even though i'll be sixteen in a couple of months anyways, i'd rather just go ahead and get a job somewhere now.

i'm so hungry, i could eat a... very large animal. i don't want to say horse, because they're way too pretty and i've always wanted a horse- so if i got a horse, why would i eat it? we'll say an elephant. yeah, that's it: i'm so hungry i could eat an elephant. although, i doubt elephant tastes very good.. whatever. you get the point. i'm really hungry.

"i'd be lying if i told you, losing you is something i could handle."