I'm having a breakdown.
I miss him so much...
but he's so far away, and so unattainable it's sickening. I listened to his voice, and I was bawling so badly that I literally could not breathe.
What is wrong with me?
I'm home all alone, hence the reason I feel completely alone. My brothers are spending the night at the Kauffman's again, and Daddy had to go to work- again. Before he left he asked me if I was okay, and if I'd be okay while he's gone, and of course I said "yes" like I always do. But I wanted so badly to run into his arms and squeeze him again like a little girl. I miss him so badly, because I don't get to see him hardly ever anymore. When I'm at my mom's every other week I don't get to see him all of that week, and then when I am at his house he's always working to make up for bills that we can't pay.
I'm scared of being a disappointment to him. I don't want to tell him that I get depressed alot, because I want to look like I have it all together for him and my little brothers. But I don't have it all together. At all. I'm sick of pretending like I do.
How can I be strong for other people when I can't even be strong for myself? I don't want to be a weak person either, but I'm just so tired of it all.
Back to him- I miss him terribly and I love him dearly. But he's a secret, because if people found out they would think I was insane. Or they would think that I don't really love him- but they don't know the half of it. Like how I can never get to sleep, because I'm always up thinking about him. Or how something always brings me back to him, when I'm trying so hard to let go.
Last night at the football game, I saw an ex-boyfriend. He's supposed to be moving schools this year, so I was suprised to see him there. It hurts to see him, because before we dated we were best friends. Really, really close. But I never loved him. I was just scared of hurting him, so I dated him. I realize now how wrong that was, because I ended up hurting him. Either way he would've been hurt. I was young, how was I supposed to know what to do?
But being young is no excuse anymore- because I'm not really all that young anymore.
I just miss being friends with him. Now he won't even talk to me.
He hangs out with the "popular" kids. I used to be one of those. Now? Not so much. And I really don't care about being popular- I just hate popularity altogether. The way all those kids ONLY hang out with each other ALL the time, and how they look at me- It really hurts. Like they're better than me. I guess they could typically be better off than me, emotionally, physically and probably finacially; but I just don't think it's necessary to feel inferior to them. Right?
Not one of them cares whether I have problems or not. I act all bubbly and hyper at games, and don't get me wrong- I'm a fun person and all- but lately it's usually been an act. I'm a very bubbly person, but this year has just been so hard.
I tell myself to always remember there's someone that's got it worse. Even when it feels like there is no way that could be possible, it is.
I'm just so sick of telling everyone it's okay, when it's really NOT.
I can't wait to truly be myself again- to be the bubbly and energetic Emily. I need to find myself. But finding myself is alot harder than it looks- there is a million pieces to me. I'll find her someday, until then.... I'll write more blogs in hopes of by spilling my guts to y'all, I will find me.
More later.
Sorry to fill you in on my depression-filled hidden self.
XOXO, Emily Love
Saturday, August 23, 2008
Basically last day of summer is today,
because tomorrow is Sunday, and it doesn't really count because I'll be at church and then lunch with the family and then pretty much taking a shower, picking out my outfit, doing my hair, and going to sleep- then waking up and going to school.
Marlee just left. She spent the night after the first Foard (my highschool) football game of the season last night. It was pretty chill because I got to see like, everyone, from our school.
Yesterday me and Daddy spent the majority of the day together. He took me to sell ads, and I sold one or two, and the rest are "maybe's", which means at least three or four of them will more than likely buy at least the cheapest ad. We went to this place called 'Pleaser's' downtown, and I got a cheeseburger. Well, I wasn't thinking about it being a family-owned good ole' Southern restaurant, because at McDonald's I get "everything" on my cheeseburger (cheese, pickle, ketchup, mustard, onion). They gave me the cheeseburger, and as a true Southerner I felt so stupid, because my "all-the-way cheeseburger" had cole slaw and everything slapped on there, it was oozing with the stuff. I couldn't even get it in my mouth and I ended up throwing away 75% of it. So tip for all of y'all people up north: Remember that in the South when you ask for everything, you get EVERYTHING.
After four, Daddy and I went grocery shopping and then went to Sally's Beauty and got my waver. I was super stoked, and I did my hair for the game. I got alot of compliments on it, but I felt like my face looked horrible- even if my hair did look sort of pretty.
I'm watching 'Full House' now. Well, it's on commercial, but you know. I love that show so much, it's so cute. (:
I don't really have anything to do all day. I think I'll call Ashley or Samantha and Megan and see if they want to hang. Maybe not, because me and Marlee were talking about going to see 'The Rocker' tonight, since it's our last night of summer where we can actually not go to sleep and get by with it. Tomorrow I've gotta hit the sack at at least 9.
I'll blog later, probably.
XOXO, Emily Love
Marlee just left. She spent the night after the first Foard (my highschool) football game of the season last night. It was pretty chill because I got to see like, everyone, from our school.
Yesterday me and Daddy spent the majority of the day together. He took me to sell ads, and I sold one or two, and the rest are "maybe's", which means at least three or four of them will more than likely buy at least the cheapest ad. We went to this place called 'Pleaser's' downtown, and I got a cheeseburger. Well, I wasn't thinking about it being a family-owned good ole' Southern restaurant, because at McDonald's I get "everything" on my cheeseburger (cheese, pickle, ketchup, mustard, onion). They gave me the cheeseburger, and as a true Southerner I felt so stupid, because my "all-the-way cheeseburger" had cole slaw and everything slapped on there, it was oozing with the stuff. I couldn't even get it in my mouth and I ended up throwing away 75% of it. So tip for all of y'all people up north: Remember that in the South when you ask for everything, you get EVERYTHING.
After four, Daddy and I went grocery shopping and then went to Sally's Beauty and got my waver. I was super stoked, and I did my hair for the game. I got alot of compliments on it, but I felt like my face looked horrible- even if my hair did look sort of pretty.
I'm watching 'Full House' now. Well, it's on commercial, but you know. I love that show so much, it's so cute. (:
I don't really have anything to do all day. I think I'll call Ashley or Samantha and Megan and see if they want to hang. Maybe not, because me and Marlee were talking about going to see 'The Rocker' tonight, since it's our last night of summer where we can actually not go to sleep and get by with it. Tomorrow I've gotta hit the sack at at least 9.
I'll blog later, probably.
XOXO, Emily Love
Thursday, August 21, 2008
Dang these sleepless nights!
Yeah, it's 4:35 A.M., and I'm still up doing absolutely nothing. Well, that's not completely true, I'm downloading some songs onto my iPod. Paramore, Forever The Sickest Kids, and The Cure are among the artists that are beginning to pile up on my list of downloading songs on LimeWire. I'm not sure what you're opinion is on using LimeWire, but I apologize if you think it's wrong. I really can't afford to pay $1 per song that I want though. Music is my go-to for every situation, so that means I'd be paying a buttload of dollars.
Tomorrow- well, today, since it's past midnight- I really need to sell some ads for journalism class. But, like I said in my previous post, I really hate selling things to people. I wouldn't mind being in commercials, ha, but that's a different story. I just hate asking people for money, it just feels so.... questionably rude. Maybe it's just me.
I really miss talking to Alora. She sent me a message on MySpace today, and told me she's grounded from her laptop and cellphone. Quite depressing, really. I talk to her everyday, so it's not exactly the greatest thing to happen to me today. Well, for the record, I love Alora and can't wait until she and I can have our crazy cool conversations again.
ALL THREE of my brothers fell asleep on my bedroom floor. And one keeps talking in his sleep, hahahaha. It's pretty hilarious.
Ahh, I don't know what else to say. Hayley Williams is amazing, no matter how random that was. She's such an inspiration. She has so much depth to her, and wisdom, and not to mention she's gorgeous. It's extremely hard not to be unhealthily jealous of her. But I love her music, and her sense of style, and everything. Well I guess it's not "her" music, I love Paramore's music. The guys in the band are awesome too.
I need to go find my remote for my tv...
and I should lay down and watch some reruns or something.
Too late to go to sleep now, then I won't wake up and drag myself out of bed until past noon.
That's not acceptable, so when the sun's up and dad's gone to work, I'll go get me some breakfast.
(:
Talk to y'all later on today probably.
XOXO, Emily Love
Tomorrow- well, today, since it's past midnight- I really need to sell some ads for journalism class. But, like I said in my previous post, I really hate selling things to people. I wouldn't mind being in commercials, ha, but that's a different story. I just hate asking people for money, it just feels so.... questionably rude. Maybe it's just me.
I really miss talking to Alora. She sent me a message on MySpace today, and told me she's grounded from her laptop and cellphone. Quite depressing, really. I talk to her everyday, so it's not exactly the greatest thing to happen to me today. Well, for the record, I love Alora and can't wait until she and I can have our crazy cool conversations again.
ALL THREE of my brothers fell asleep on my bedroom floor. And one keeps talking in his sleep, hahahaha. It's pretty hilarious.
Ahh, I don't know what else to say. Hayley Williams is amazing, no matter how random that was. She's such an inspiration. She has so much depth to her, and wisdom, and not to mention she's gorgeous. It's extremely hard not to be unhealthily jealous of her. But I love her music, and her sense of style, and everything. Well I guess it's not "her" music, I love Paramore's music. The guys in the band are awesome too.
I need to go find my remote for my tv...
and I should lay down and watch some reruns or something.
Too late to go to sleep now, then I won't wake up and drag myself out of bed until past noon.
That's not acceptable, so when the sun's up and dad's gone to work, I'll go get me some breakfast.
(:
Talk to y'all later on today probably.
XOXO, Emily Love
Wednesday, August 20, 2008
Riot! Riot! Riot!
Paramore seriously sings my life; it's almost kind of creepy! Haha, nahh, I love them soooooooooooo much. They're amazing, most definitely one of my favorite favorite bands.
Today was kind of rough. My best guy friend, Jordan, is leaving tomorrow for college, so me, Marlee, Monica, Brittney, and Heather went out to eat at Akito's with him. Then we all walked to Food Lion and Dollar General, haha. My feet are sore now, but it was worth it. I never actually said the word 'goodbye' to him... I was too scared too. I'm going to miss him so much. I love you Jordan! <3
I was going to spend the night with Marlee, but my dad wouldn't let me because I need to sell ads for journalism. Ew, gag me. I hate selling stuff, I feel so rude. Like I'm intruding on someone's life and asking for money, haha. But I have to suck it up and do it if I want a good grade. Which I do.
Speaking of that, I can't wait for school to start! I went to Target tonight with my family (minus my mom) and got the last of the school supplies I needed. Oh, and a wallet/clutch and dress, which I'm thinking I might wear on the first day. That's definitely not for sure though, so I don't know. Not that you care or anything, haha.
I get my braces off in like two months or so! I'm STOKED. All these people are getting theirs off and I'm getting jealous.
:p
I didn't get to see Teddy today. I know, I know- so sad. I'm determined to see him tomorrow though, so no worries!
I should go to sleep.
I'll write tomorrow.
XOXO, Emily Love
Today was kind of rough. My best guy friend, Jordan, is leaving tomorrow for college, so me, Marlee, Monica, Brittney, and Heather went out to eat at Akito's with him. Then we all walked to Food Lion and Dollar General, haha. My feet are sore now, but it was worth it. I never actually said the word 'goodbye' to him... I was too scared too. I'm going to miss him so much. I love you Jordan! <3
I was going to spend the night with Marlee, but my dad wouldn't let me because I need to sell ads for journalism. Ew, gag me. I hate selling stuff, I feel so rude. Like I'm intruding on someone's life and asking for money, haha. But I have to suck it up and do it if I want a good grade. Which I do.
Speaking of that, I can't wait for school to start! I went to Target tonight with my family (minus my mom) and got the last of the school supplies I needed. Oh, and a wallet/clutch and dress, which I'm thinking I might wear on the first day. That's definitely not for sure though, so I don't know. Not that you care or anything, haha.
I get my braces off in like two months or so! I'm STOKED. All these people are getting theirs off and I'm getting jealous.
:p
I didn't get to see Teddy today. I know, I know- so sad. I'm determined to see him tomorrow though, so no worries!
I should go to sleep.
I'll write tomorrow.
XOXO, Emily Love
Tuesday, August 19, 2008
Generic cookies
are actually really good! Well, at least, the kind I just ate. Normally, not so much. My dad is like King Generic Cookie Shopper; no lie.
TOMORROW 'THE ROCKER' COMES OUT! Which means I get to see Teddy Geiger on a big, fat screen for almost two whole hours! WOOHOO! :D
Me, Marlee, and my guy best friend Jordan are going to eat at Akito's at 6 tomorrow, and then going to see 'The Rocker' at 7. I'm stoked. Plus, I haven't seen Jordan since he went off to college.
Oh, and I'm talking to Jordan on AIM right now. (:
I don't know what else to talk about really...
I'm hungry, I might blog later.
XOXO, Emily Love
TOMORROW 'THE ROCKER' COMES OUT! Which means I get to see Teddy Geiger on a big, fat screen for almost two whole hours! WOOHOO! :D
Me, Marlee, and my guy best friend Jordan are going to eat at Akito's at 6 tomorrow, and then going to see 'The Rocker' at 7. I'm stoked. Plus, I haven't seen Jordan since he went off to college.
Oh, and I'm talking to Jordan on AIM right now. (:
I don't know what else to talk about really...
I'm hungry, I might blog later.
XOXO, Emily Love
Monday, August 18, 2008
Teddy Geiger is my angel.
Yes, he is. He's angelic, and he's all mine. Hahaha, too bad he's dating that one chick who's in that new movie 'The Rocker' with him. I'm listening to him right now though.
The Hills new season premiere comes on in 52 minutes! I'm SUPERCALIFRAGILISTICEXPIALIDOCIOUSLY excited for it.
:D
I don't have much to write about. Well, I do, I guess. I mean, school starts this coming Monday. I'm pretty excited about that. There's a football game Friday night, and I'm most definitely excited for that. I have an orthodontist appointment at 1:00 tomorrow, and I'm actually excited for that too, as long as it's closer to getting these stupid braces off. My waver should be here in like, two more days. I'm going to sell ads tomorrow for journalism class. And, I think that's about it. Oh, and my dad's making cheesecake, which I'm totally stoked about.
I wanted to watch The Hills with Marlee, my best friend, but she brought me home from the mall and her parents said we couldn't get together again tonight. So that sucks. But she'll call during all the commercial breaks anyways.
I'm almost finished with one of the two books I have to read for Honors English II, so I should probably go finish the last chapter or so before The Hills comes on.
I might blog a little after the show, before I go to bed.
XOXO, Emily Love
P.S.- I know it's a little late, but Happy Birthday. I love you so much.
The Hills new season premiere comes on in 52 minutes! I'm SUPERCALIFRAGILISTICEXPIALIDOCIOUSLY excited for it.
:D
I don't have much to write about. Well, I do, I guess. I mean, school starts this coming Monday. I'm pretty excited about that. There's a football game Friday night, and I'm most definitely excited for that. I have an orthodontist appointment at 1:00 tomorrow, and I'm actually excited for that too, as long as it's closer to getting these stupid braces off. My waver should be here in like, two more days. I'm going to sell ads tomorrow for journalism class. And, I think that's about it. Oh, and my dad's making cheesecake, which I'm totally stoked about.
I wanted to watch The Hills with Marlee, my best friend, but she brought me home from the mall and her parents said we couldn't get together again tonight. So that sucks. But she'll call during all the commercial breaks anyways.
I'm almost finished with one of the two books I have to read for Honors English II, so I should probably go finish the last chapter or so before The Hills comes on.
I might blog a little after the show, before I go to bed.
XOXO, Emily Love
P.S.- I know it's a little late, but Happy Birthday. I love you so much.
The Hills tomorrow!
Yeah, I'm super stoked about 'The Hills' new season premiere tomorrow night at 10 PM. That show is so addicting, it's not even funny. I watched 'The Hills Top 10 Moments' and 'The Hills: Behind the Scenes' today, like, all day. Until I went to the Crawdad's minor league baseball game with my dad, brothers, and their friend, Michael.
The game was pretty fun, but their funnel cakes suck. I had one bite of my dad's and almost gagged, but my pretzel was pretty good. A tad too salty, but still way better than the funnel cake.
I came home and Marlee came over to spend the night. We talked about school starting, and just chilled out. She's asleep on my bed now. It's 3:59 A.M., and I'm so mad at myself, because I should most definitely be in bed, because I need to be training myself to get up for school this coming Monday morning.
Speaking of school, I'm getting nervous. Don't get me wrong, I'm still totally excited, but my nerves are starting to kick in. I'm in journalism fourth period of first semester, and I'm supposed to sell ads, which I haven't done yet! I'm afraid I won't sell any, and I'll get in trouble. Me and Makenzie are supposed to go sell them together Tuesday, and Marlee promised to help me tomorrow. So, I'm hoping it'll all work out.
My dad bought me a waver on eBay today! I'm so pumped about using it. I've used Marlee's, and I really love my hair waved like that. Well, technically I bought the waver, but you know, my dad put in his credit card number. I'm just giving him cash. But hey, I really wanted one, and they don't make them anymore, and it was only $10! It should be here within the next couple of days. Here's what my hair looks like waved: http://i157.photobucket.com/albums/t74/southernbelle14/PICT0361.jpg
I'll blog more tomorrow, I'm getting pretty tired.
XOXO, Emily Love
The game was pretty fun, but their funnel cakes suck. I had one bite of my dad's and almost gagged, but my pretzel was pretty good. A tad too salty, but still way better than the funnel cake.
I came home and Marlee came over to spend the night. We talked about school starting, and just chilled out. She's asleep on my bed now. It's 3:59 A.M., and I'm so mad at myself, because I should most definitely be in bed, because I need to be training myself to get up for school this coming Monday morning.
Speaking of school, I'm getting nervous. Don't get me wrong, I'm still totally excited, but my nerves are starting to kick in. I'm in journalism fourth period of first semester, and I'm supposed to sell ads, which I haven't done yet! I'm afraid I won't sell any, and I'll get in trouble. Me and Makenzie are supposed to go sell them together Tuesday, and Marlee promised to help me tomorrow. So, I'm hoping it'll all work out.
My dad bought me a waver on eBay today! I'm so pumped about using it. I've used Marlee's, and I really love my hair waved like that. Well, technically I bought the waver, but you know, my dad put in his credit card number. I'm just giving him cash. But hey, I really wanted one, and they don't make them anymore, and it was only $10! It should be here within the next couple of days. Here's what my hair looks like waved: http://i157.photobucket.com/albums/t74/southernbelle14/PICT0361.jpg
I'll blog more tomorrow, I'm getting pretty tired.
XOXO, Emily Love
Saturday, August 9, 2008
I want cheesecake!
Hi y'all! Hope your day's going a little better than mine, even though, honestly, it hasn't been all that bad. Well, besides the fact that my dad prolonged my grounding until the end of today which means I couldn't go see my best friend, or my other guy best friend Jordan, who's going off to college in a week, and the fact that I'm going to my mom's tomorrow after church... it's been a fairly decent day.
At least I got a new pair of Converse! Black. I swear, they're an obsession to me now. And they were only $20 at Marshall's! And no, I'm not embarassed that that's a discount store. That just means I can buy more Converse than planned.
I also got school supplies. I'm kind of ashamed to admit this, but I'm ready for school to start! It starts on August 25th, and today's the 9th. 3 more days until.... well, nevermind.
My dad made cheesecake (and I swear just to taunt me because he knows how much I love it), but it's for our neighbor's party tonight. Which I won't be going to. Which means Emily will not be getting cheesecake. At least not tonight.
I've got to go unload MORE dishes out of the dishwasher and put MORE in. How many dishes can one family use in one day? Geez.
I'll try to blog later, but I don't know.
XOXO, Emily Love
P.S. Where ever you are.... I just want you to know, I couldn't sleep last night, because of you. And it's not the first time this has happened. I'm not saying this is a good or bad thing, but I know what the doctor would tell me about losing sleep... I love you.
At least I got a new pair of Converse! Black. I swear, they're an obsession to me now. And they were only $20 at Marshall's! And no, I'm not embarassed that that's a discount store. That just means I can buy more Converse than planned.
I also got school supplies. I'm kind of ashamed to admit this, but I'm ready for school to start! It starts on August 25th, and today's the 9th. 3 more days until.... well, nevermind.
My dad made cheesecake (and I swear just to taunt me because he knows how much I love it), but it's for our neighbor's party tonight. Which I won't be going to. Which means Emily will not be getting cheesecake. At least not tonight.
I've got to go unload MORE dishes out of the dishwasher and put MORE in. How many dishes can one family use in one day? Geez.
I'll try to blog later, but I don't know.
XOXO, Emily Love
P.S. Where ever you are.... I just want you to know, I couldn't sleep last night, because of you. And it's not the first time this has happened. I'm not saying this is a good or bad thing, but I know what the doctor would tell me about losing sleep... I love you.
Oats & More.
That would be the name of the cereal I'm now chewing on. It's 6:26 A.M., and I just woke up. At least we now all know that my new alarm clock is at least capable of waking me up, which, believe me, is an incredible feat.
The sunrise really takes my breath away.... even if it is viewed through a really dirty window downstairs in the kitchen. That reminds me to clean that one today, while I'm at it. But back to the sunsrise: it's absolutely gorgeous. Especially from our house. I don't say that to brag, but, seriously, the way it kisses the treetops, and glows over the road below it from my room is stunning; and down here it comes up over all of our 7 acres in the back.
Today my dad and three little brothers- Laban, Joshua, & Josiah- got tickets to the Panthers/Colts NFL game in Charlotte. My dad wants to take them out on some sort of guy-bonding trip thing, so I'll be here at home, talking to y'all.
I'm gonna finish up breakfast and then head upstairs to get dressed. Even though I'll be lugging this with me, I think I'll just blog a little later today.
Oh, and if you've never just sat and watched the sunrise (or set)- you're insane. You need to!
XOXO, Emily Love
The sunrise really takes my breath away.... even if it is viewed through a really dirty window downstairs in the kitchen. That reminds me to clean that one today, while I'm at it. But back to the sunsrise: it's absolutely gorgeous. Especially from our house. I don't say that to brag, but, seriously, the way it kisses the treetops, and glows over the road below it from my room is stunning; and down here it comes up over all of our 7 acres in the back.
Today my dad and three little brothers- Laban, Joshua, & Josiah- got tickets to the Panthers/Colts NFL game in Charlotte. My dad wants to take them out on some sort of guy-bonding trip thing, so I'll be here at home, talking to y'all.
I'm gonna finish up breakfast and then head upstairs to get dressed. Even though I'll be lugging this with me, I think I'll just blog a little later today.
Oh, and if you've never just sat and watched the sunrise (or set)- you're insane. You need to!
XOXO, Emily Love
Friday, August 8, 2008
Finally not grounded!
Yeah, I was grounded the last two days. The reason? I didn't clean up the mess my friends made at my sleepover I mentioned the last time I blogged. Yeah, I know, unfair, but I dealt with it.
So, all I've done for two days straight is clean. At least our house looks spotless.
I'm really glad to have my laptop back though. My keyboard is getting fixed tonight, and you have no idea how stoked I am about that! I missed my baby. Yes, my keyboard is my baby. My guitar is my other baby. Hahaha.
I'm really worried about one of my good friends Amy Jo. She just logged on AIM about half an hour ago and shared with me an incident that happened to her while I've been off the computer, and I'm scared for her. I hope she's okay, and I hope everything works out.
Well, I'm going to go unload the dishwasher. Maybe as long as I keep this up I won't ever be grounded again.... haha, I know, highly unlikely, but it's not impossible! So, I'll blog later tonight, or try to. I think my dad's taking my laptop again so that I'll get to sleep, but I get it back in the morning. I need to catch up on sleep anyways- I woke up last night in the middle of the night, about 1:30 A.M., and layed there, considering I couldn't get on here or turn my tv on. I listened to music, but there was just something I couldn't get off of my mind. So, sleep can only do me good with school starting pretty soon.
Oh, and for all you bloggers out there, use Neutrogena! It's been making my face softer.
XOXO, Emily Love
So, all I've done for two days straight is clean. At least our house looks spotless.
I'm really glad to have my laptop back though. My keyboard is getting fixed tonight, and you have no idea how stoked I am about that! I missed my baby. Yes, my keyboard is my baby. My guitar is my other baby. Hahaha.
I'm really worried about one of my good friends Amy Jo. She just logged on AIM about half an hour ago and shared with me an incident that happened to her while I've been off the computer, and I'm scared for her. I hope she's okay, and I hope everything works out.
Well, I'm going to go unload the dishwasher. Maybe as long as I keep this up I won't ever be grounded again.... haha, I know, highly unlikely, but it's not impossible! So, I'll blog later tonight, or try to. I think my dad's taking my laptop again so that I'll get to sleep, but I get it back in the morning. I need to catch up on sleep anyways- I woke up last night in the middle of the night, about 1:30 A.M., and layed there, considering I couldn't get on here or turn my tv on. I listened to music, but there was just something I couldn't get off of my mind. So, sleep can only do me good with school starting pretty soon.
Oh, and for all you bloggers out there, use Neutrogena! It's been making my face softer.
XOXO, Emily Love
Wednesday, August 6, 2008
TRL and sleepovers.
Hey guys, my name's Emily. I started this blog to kind of just let my feelings out on something besides my piano or guitar, although I don't think either one of those is going to get any less use now that I have this. Anyways, I'm not too sure what this is all about yet, so bear with me.
Yesterday I went bowling & putt-putting with my youth group, and I brought my best friend Marlee, and my friend Andrea along. It was pretty fun, but it was burning up outside! They came back to my house for a sleepover, and it started out HORRIBLE. My three little brothers wouldn't leave us alone for anything, and asking them nicely was making no difference at all, as my dad claimed it would. But, it ended up being pretty fun... but, I've been up ALL night, and I'm super tired. Too bad Andrea's asleep on my bed.
Marlee's about to leave, because she wants to go home to sleep. I don't really understand that, considering she could sleep here and it's only 11:51 A.M., but I guess it's whatever she wants to do.
I really need to start reading my books for Honors English II; school starts August 25th, and today's August 6th. I also wanted to start that new book I bought at Target the other day, 'The Truth About Forever', by Sarah Dessen (who is one of my favorite authors).
I might be starting to bore you, but this is really just to kill my boredom, and to let me ramble as much as I want to. Later on tonight we have Water Wars for youth, but I don't think I want to go. I might, but I'm so tired, I think I might just catch up on some sleep.
Anyways, I've got some chores to do...
I'll blog a little later, possibly?
XOXO, Emily Love
Yesterday I went bowling & putt-putting with my youth group, and I brought my best friend Marlee, and my friend Andrea along. It was pretty fun, but it was burning up outside! They came back to my house for a sleepover, and it started out HORRIBLE. My three little brothers wouldn't leave us alone for anything, and asking them nicely was making no difference at all, as my dad claimed it would. But, it ended up being pretty fun... but, I've been up ALL night, and I'm super tired. Too bad Andrea's asleep on my bed.
Marlee's about to leave, because she wants to go home to sleep. I don't really understand that, considering she could sleep here and it's only 11:51 A.M., but I guess it's whatever she wants to do.
I really need to start reading my books for Honors English II; school starts August 25th, and today's August 6th. I also wanted to start that new book I bought at Target the other day, 'The Truth About Forever', by Sarah Dessen (who is one of my favorite authors).
I might be starting to bore you, but this is really just to kill my boredom, and to let me ramble as much as I want to. Later on tonight we have Water Wars for youth, but I don't think I want to go. I might, but I'm so tired, I think I might just catch up on some sleep.
Anyways, I've got some chores to do...
I'll blog a little later, possibly?
XOXO, Emily Love
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