We are all changing, evolving, and growing. It's the circle of life; the human cycle. No one seems to understand that completely, and if they do, they ignore it and blame each other anyways. Plenty of people have sworn to me that they would be there for me through whatever, but they are not sticking to their promises. When times get tough and I'm going through a rough spot in my life, however long that rough spot may be, they give up on me. It happens every time.

I'm sorry that I wasn't all you made me out to be. I'm sorry that I didn't live up to your expectations. I told you that I wouldn't. I'm sorry that I couldn't be all you wanted me to be. But I'm tired. I'm so tired of trying to be what everyone wants me to be, instead of just being me. Because the truth is, everyone is going to want me to be something different. Everyone has different needs and wants. I can't be everything, all at once. I can't be different things for different people. I just need to be me. I'm worn out, from trying to be "me". Obviously, I'm not being me. I'm being everything but me. If I'm not good enough, just leave me, like everyone else does, before it gets too late.

Even if you don't turn back, I will always be here, just in case.