There is something about the challenge of loving the unwilling that I am deeply intrigued by. There's something about someone saying they need no one, to make me want to be that someone. There must be a reason that I long for your attention, even knowing that your attention is never easy to get. I want to surpass your expectations. I want to make you believe in things you've never believed in before. I want to embrace this apathy for what it is, because underneath it all.. you do feel. You're alive, and somewhere in there I know you care. I can see it, lingering in the shadows of your hurt and fears. One day, someone will unveil the beauty of you and your feelings. There's something about the challenge of saving you that I love. What's more important: saving yourself or letting me in?

Maybe by letting me in, you will be saving yourself.