"Nick and Norah's Infinite Playlist"

That movie was incredulously adorable! I most definitely, for sure, 100%, positively, absolutely recommend that movie. GO SEE IT!

Today was.... fun, but alot was still bothering me. New items were added to my "List of Annoyances/Frustrations/Depressional Reasons".

I woke up around 8 (yes, in the morning, on a Saturday- BIZARRE!) to go work at the concessions for my dad. He's President of Mtn. View Recreation, which is a sports center thing. Hahaha, I think you can get the picture. Anyways, I get paid to do that, so at least it's half-rewarding.

Then, around 2-ish, Samantha, her mom, and her mom's boyfriend Jim came and picked me up and we went to this art "festival" in the "boondocks". It was hardly what I would call a festival. There was a total of about 7 booths. We didn't stay long.

Before that we ate at The Taproom, which is this delicious downtown restaurant.

Then, we went back to the fields because my dad was going to take us to the movies. But he had too much stuff in his car and not enough room, so Samantha's mom came back and picked us up and we went to her house for a little bit before the movies. She recently moved to a new house, and I hadn't been there yet- so I got to see it. It's a nice house.

Then, of course, we went to go see "Nick and Norah's Infinite Playlist" and afterwards we went to Target.

Finally, they took me home. I wanted to stay the night, because Samantha asked me to, but I have church in the morning and after church I'm going home with Zack and Josh and their whole family, to get ready for band practice.

Oh, and I wrote this song tonight. Here's the lyrics that I have so far:

"you're changing, i'm standing here alone
time's wasting, passing quickly all the same
you're changing, i wish i would've known
time's wasting, and you're forgetting my name

i don't know what to say to make you stay
now things are in reverse and i am breaking away
i'll wave goodbye, won't you run after me?
turns out broken promises is all we were meant to be"


I'll finish it sometime tonight, or tomorrow, or whenever the rest comes to me.

I need to get some sleep....
There is way too much on my mind. I know, I know, when is there not? This is starting to overwhelm me.

Goodnight.

XOXO, Emily Love


You're hurting me, and you either don't care or you don't realize it. Either way, you have no way to justify this. I need you to be here for me. Please?