"I wanna' love like Johnny and June..."

I'm in complete love with that song.

Anyways, I don't quite know what to say. My feelings right now are so confusing, I guarantee you'd rather just not read this blog at all- but, here goes nothing...


So much has happened since I wrote last, I can't even begin to think of a place to start. So, for once, I'm just going to allow myself to ramble and see what comes out first, and what finally comes out last.

Today, I tried out for a band called "Enoch". The leader of the group, Zack, goes to my church, along with his brother, Josh. They want me to lead sing, if I make it. They're going to "vote me in" after a few more practices/trials with them. They said my voice was "really pretty" and "unique" and "lead vocals-type". But don't get me wrong- I know there's plenty of stuff for me to work on, still. I'm no masterpiece. I really hope I make it, I would love that experience. They're a Christian Rock band, and they're really good. I've always felt the calling to be in music ministry, and I feel that this is the perfect opportunity.

Honestly, I wish boys were not a part of my life- right now, at least. I need to focus on God and His plan for my life, whether or not that includes any such boy. I'm starting to crush really hard on this guy though, and for some reason... it just feels right, finally. But in the past, everytime I've really liked someone, they've never liked me too. Who's to say this time will be any different?

I think I need to go play the piano, or watch some tv. Something to get my mind off of him, and this, and that, and....


I'll write later.

XOXO, Emily Love


"I wanna' be there on the stage with you, you and I could be the next rage too. Hear the crowd roar, make 'em want more, kick the footlights out. I wanna' love like Johnny and June, rings of fire burning with you. I wanna' walk the line, walk the line, until the end of time. I wanna' love, love you that much. Cash it on in, give it all up. And when you're gone, I wanna' go too, like Johnny and June..."