I'm in complete love with that song.
Anyways, I don't quite know what to say. My feelings right now are so confusing, I guarantee you'd rather just not read this blog at all- but, here goes nothing...
So much has happened since I wrote last, I can't even begin to think of a place to start. So, for once, I'm just going to allow myself to ramble and see what comes out first, and what finally comes out last.
Today, I tried out for a band called "Enoch". The leader of the group, Zack, goes to my church, along with his brother, Josh. They want me to lead sing, if I make it. They're going to "vote me in" after a few more practices/trials with them. They said my voice was "really pretty" and "unique" and "lead vocals-type". But don't get me wrong- I know there's plenty of stuff for me to work on, still. I'm no masterpiece. I really hope I make it, I would love that experience. They're a Christian Rock band, and they're really good. I've always felt the calling to be in music ministry, and I feel that this is the perfect opportunity.
Honestly, I wish boys were not a part of my life- right now, at least. I need to focus on God and His plan for my life, whether or not that includes any such boy. I'm starting to crush really hard on this guy though, and for some reason... it just feels right, finally. But in the past, everytime I've really liked someone, they've never liked me too. Who's to say this time will be any different?
I think I need to go play the piano, or watch some tv. Something to get my mind off of him, and this, and that, and....
I'll write later.
XOXO, Emily Love
"I wanna' be there on the stage with you, you and I could be the next rage too. Hear the crowd roar, make 'em want more, kick the footlights out. I wanna' love like Johnny and June, rings of fire burning with you. I wanna' walk the line, walk the line, until the end of time. I wanna' love, love you that much. Cash it on in, give it all up. And when you're gone, I wanna' go too, like Johnny and June..."
Sunday, September 28, 2008
Wednesday, September 17, 2008
"The Hills" Recap
I have to hurry on this, because it's almost time for Ariel to be here; she's picking me up to go to church. I still have to eat and "freshen up" and it's already 4:57 P.M.
Anyways, "The Hills"- I LOVED IT!
But, duh, I pretty much always do.
Shall we recap? I think we shall.
Lauren and Audrina- AWWW! They're back to being good friends, and they're little hug session was really sweet. I'm glad that they both settled their differences, because they had a pretty tight bond.
Spencer and Heidi- Good gosh almighty, I DO NOT like Spencer. AT ALL. Period, the end. He's a ruthless jerk, and Heidi is apparently too stupid to see it, or she's too scared to let him go. Either way, she needs Lauren back, because Lauren was her only true best friend. NEVER DITCH YOUR GIRLFRIENDS FOR ONE BOYFRIEND.
Spencer and Holly- Once again, Spencer is disrespectful to yet another person, who may I point he has no right whatsoever to be rude to. Holly is an incredible influence in Heidi's life, and quite frankly- she knows what's good for her sister, and that's NOT Spencer.
Holly and Lauren- Friends again? I think yes! I'm not too sure whether or not this is going to help Lauren and Heidi's relationship finally mend, but I think it'd be pretty cool if it did.
Holly and Heidi- Heidi is pushing away everyone except for Spencer, and then when she gets mad at him tries to flee and realizes she has no one. HEIDI, YOUR SISTER IS TRYING TO HELP. I like Heidi, but she does need help to get away from her stupid butthole of a boyfriend.
Lo and Audrina- Seems to me like they might just become friends after all, which, I think, is great.
Audrina and Justin- She's given him so many chances, let's hope this one finally works.
I think I've covered most of it. I'll come back and edit this if I remember things later that I missed.
And let me just say that I LOVE WHITNEY! She's so amazing, beautiful, and she really does stay out of the drama- instead of just saying she's going to. You go Whitney (:
I gotta run!
Write more later?
XOXO, Emily Love
Anyways, "The Hills"- I LOVED IT!
But, duh, I pretty much always do.
Shall we recap? I think we shall.
Lauren and Audrina- AWWW! They're back to being good friends, and they're little hug session was really sweet. I'm glad that they both settled their differences, because they had a pretty tight bond.
Spencer and Heidi- Good gosh almighty, I DO NOT like Spencer. AT ALL. Period, the end. He's a ruthless jerk, and Heidi is apparently too stupid to see it, or she's too scared to let him go. Either way, she needs Lauren back, because Lauren was her only true best friend. NEVER DITCH YOUR GIRLFRIENDS FOR ONE BOYFRIEND.
Spencer and Holly- Once again, Spencer is disrespectful to yet another person, who may I point he has no right whatsoever to be rude to. Holly is an incredible influence in Heidi's life, and quite frankly- she knows what's good for her sister, and that's NOT Spencer.
Holly and Lauren- Friends again? I think yes! I'm not too sure whether or not this is going to help Lauren and Heidi's relationship finally mend, but I think it'd be pretty cool if it did.
Holly and Heidi- Heidi is pushing away everyone except for Spencer, and then when she gets mad at him tries to flee and realizes she has no one. HEIDI, YOUR SISTER IS TRYING TO HELP. I like Heidi, but she does need help to get away from her stupid butthole of a boyfriend.
Lo and Audrina- Seems to me like they might just become friends after all, which, I think, is great.
Audrina and Justin- She's given him so many chances, let's hope this one finally works.
I think I've covered most of it. I'll come back and edit this if I remember things later that I missed.
And let me just say that I LOVE WHITNEY! She's so amazing, beautiful, and she really does stay out of the drama- instead of just saying she's going to. You go Whitney (:
I gotta run!
Write more later?
XOXO, Emily Love
Monday, September 15, 2008
Burnin' up
It's so frickin' hot in here! Someone definitely needs to turn the air on. I would, but my dad gets mad at me when I do. So, I'm not going to.
Today was okay. Fourth period was really fun! Me and Makenzie got to go around and practice taking pictures in whatever class we wanted, with the cool techno camera Mrs. Slaughter bought for Yearbook. It's an amazing camera, and we got to just chill out and see alot of our friends in their classes for a valid reason.
I'm stoked for THE HILLS tonight, baby! What a shocker; I always am, every Monday night.
I drove after school for Driver's Ed with Marlee. At first it was a tad awkward, but that was expected. Then I got comfortable behind the wheel (after running over a curb :D) and he took me out on the "real roads" and I even drove myself home. I was pretty proud of myself. I have to drive again tomorrow.
I MISS ALORA. She needed me today, and I really wanted to run all the way to Georgia and give her a HUGE hug- no matter how entirely breathless I would be. I drew her a picture in first period, Honors Biology.
:D
I just ate steak and green beans for dinner, and it was pretty good. I need to go clean up the kitchen, so I'll write more later.
XOXO, Emily Love
"I just want you to know, that I've been fighting to let you go. Some days I make it through, and then there's nights that never end..."
Today was okay. Fourth period was really fun! Me and Makenzie got to go around and practice taking pictures in whatever class we wanted, with the cool techno camera Mrs. Slaughter bought for Yearbook. It's an amazing camera, and we got to just chill out and see alot of our friends in their classes for a valid reason.
I'm stoked for THE HILLS tonight, baby! What a shocker; I always am, every Monday night.
I drove after school for Driver's Ed with Marlee. At first it was a tad awkward, but that was expected. Then I got comfortable behind the wheel (after running over a curb :D) and he took me out on the "real roads" and I even drove myself home. I was pretty proud of myself. I have to drive again tomorrow.
I MISS ALORA. She needed me today, and I really wanted to run all the way to Georgia and give her a HUGE hug- no matter how entirely breathless I would be. I drew her a picture in first period, Honors Biology.
:D
I just ate steak and green beans for dinner, and it was pretty good. I need to go clean up the kitchen, so I'll write more later.
XOXO, Emily Love
"I just want you to know, that I've been fighting to let you go. Some days I make it through, and then there's nights that never end..."
Fresh Prince @ 6:00
Every morning, at 6:00 A.M., Fresh Prince of Bel-Air comes on and I lay in bed and watch it, until 6:30 or :45 when I get up and get ready.
:D
I can't say much, I have to study a little bit for a Civics test before I walk over to Carol's. (Carol is my neighbor, she takes me to school every morning when I'm at my dad's.)
School ends at 3:05, and then I have to go driving for Driver's Ed, with Marlee and Mr. Shook. So, I should be home around 6:30? I don't know, somewhere around there.
Write more then.
XOXO, Emily Love
"A thousand times I've seen you standing, gravity like lunar landing, make me want to run 'til I find you. Shut the world away from here, drift to you, you're all I hear."
:D
I can't say much, I have to study a little bit for a Civics test before I walk over to Carol's. (Carol is my neighbor, she takes me to school every morning when I'm at my dad's.)
School ends at 3:05, and then I have to go driving for Driver's Ed, with Marlee and Mr. Shook. So, I should be home around 6:30? I don't know, somewhere around there.
Write more then.
XOXO, Emily Love
"A thousand times I've seen you standing, gravity like lunar landing, make me want to run 'til I find you. Shut the world away from here, drift to you, you're all I hear."
Sunday, September 14, 2008
Breakfast for dinner,
that's what we had. It was delicious.
That's all I have to say.
Goodnight.
XOXO, Emily Love
That's all I have to say.
Goodnight.
XOXO, Emily Love
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